It's really great to have you back into my life again, being able to share all those wonderful experiences with you and all.
Well, certain things in life are meant to leave it to fate. However if you leave it to fate, it just means that for the time being, you're running away from the problem itself. It doesn't solve anything. So it is wise to start solving the problem, even a bit is still a start. 万事开头难！Thinking, talking about it with friends, listening to past experiences.. It all helps. We have two ears for a reason.. Listening more from others. yup.
Running away is not going to resolve the problem, it isn't a wise choice. But at times, you do that to give yourself more time, to think clearly and question it, question yourself, to make decisions wisely, to beef yourself up before you face reality. Talk is simple, doing it is hard. I've learnt it the hard way. Things need to be concrete, for empty ideas give you empty, lukewarm responses. Outings need to have depth too, if not it will be empty, & doesn't leave a deep impression.. Letters are written, to serve as a ticket back down memory lane, to see how your relationship between that person have changed, or simply how was it like then. It's all worth it. It IS worth it. No point regretting now. Why not start now? Better late then never right. yup..
On the surface, I would want to think that everything's perfect and all, that I'm what you think I am. I don't want to dump all my worries and problems on you, 'cos it just ain't fair. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that i don't want you to know my imperfections, so to hide it, I had to lie. I think I'm screwed up. I don't think so deep into things (that's probably I'm too lazy or I just can't. I've got not depth. I'm a boring person..) Hai. I wanted to tell you more, but, it's not the right time yet. Those things just have to wait.. Going out won't be fun if I've told you everything, right!
Well, people like to told nicely to do whatever you tell them to do. It would be even better if you asked why it is not done, before blaming him for not using the three days off fruitfully. Everybody's like that. Raising your voice and threatening doesn't help the situation either. It adds oil to the fire.. I don't understand. Why do you have to do this? So that you will feel superior? That's cheap. Both of you, especially you, lack communication (those kind of hearty talks, reasoning, understanding..) . That leads to misunderstanding and unhappiness. It is cliche but that is the fact. Hai. I don't want that to happen okay.
I must start improving my english. For the sake of my europe trip & my future!
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