Yes, your eyes are not deceiving you. In fact, I'm flying on..*drum rolls*.. June 2nd!!!! That's three days away, oh dear. & I still haven finish packing my luggage, despite the constant nagging and scolding I received from my mum these few days. She's driving me nuts, seriously! Telling me to do this, do that, do everything. argh! I'm not an octopus, can't do everything you told me immediately at the same time right.. & I've already got in mind what to pack le, just that they either 1) still in the to-be-washed-laudry 2) hiding somewhere in my closet 3) waiting for my final verdict whether to bring it or not. Okay, 4) I'm procrastinating. LOL! Can't help it..! I've been ... busy recently. *smiles(:* See! I'm so busy that I didn't update my blog for nearly a month..! (okay, maybe cos im lazy. i should have spent less time youtube-ing..*guilty*) Clothes settled, almost, now for the shoes.. OH MAN, can't choose between comfortable or fashionable (okayokay maybe not fashionable but at least, shoes that don't look that weird with clothes..) I've got a few pairs of shoes to choose from, in fact: not-so-nice-looking but comfortable sports shoes, KEDs that smells like "salty fish", black flats, Converse.. I'm definitely bringing the flats, cos that's the only shoes that can go with my dress. Walking shoes? HMM.. sports shoes, converse or KEDs!! D: If I'm not wearing the comfy shoes, my dad will flame me, like mad. If i wear them, it'll look super ugly in photos and most probably stand out ALOT, most probably shouting to the locals there "Hey people! I'm a tourist!" Okay, fine, we are, but still..:/ This is a pain in the @ss! @_@

Another headache will be the temperature... gahhh..! I've surfed the net, asked my dad, consulted the travel agency (not me in person, but my mum), read through books, and all of them contradicts each other!!! Majority of the sources says that it's summer in june for europe (except my dad, who insists that it's still spring), must remember to layer your clothes, bring a warm jacket incase of chilly weather (due to rain or cloudy day), pack a pair of sunglass..etc etc. I just checked this website, usatoday.com i think, and it provided me with the hourly temperature of every city of the countries in Europe. That really helped me alot. Apparently, the sun rises at ard 5+ in the morning, and sets at ard 8-9 at night. And because of the long daytime, coincidently the temperatures are all 20+ when we're supposed to be sightseeing around europe! It's good news!:D cos i really dun have a nice warm jacket.... OKAY I have!!(: I just realised the jacket i brought from Addidas was not Climacool, it's Climalite! So it does keep me warm on chilly days. yay! It's made from 60% cotton, 40% polyester, both fabric can help to keep warm. Climalite just enables the sweat to be evacuated out? better than normal jackets. PHEW! okay jacket, done! shoes.. hmm, think I'll be wearing sneakers bah (:

I've got 2 more days more and I'm jobless, again! :( Really going to miss working at little wings, 'cos the teachers there makes work so enjoyable! After 3 months, I feel more attached to those kids in the centre, so it is hard for me to just let go my feelings for them. I'll miss them!! :'( Oh man, I'm tearing right now. T_T Keysha, En Qi, Ting Ting, Marcie, En En, Xuan Xuan.. gahh! The pioneer batch of little wings infant :') Im so gonna miss Keysha! T_T

I dunno what to get for the teachers as farewell gifts...! I'll most probably make them a rose each, yup, the kawasaki rose, with a note? yupps(: And I must remember to make the puppet thingy for teacher tay!! ahhh!

"I'll never let go"

"Can you lend me your shoulder? I promise I'll return it to you (:"

Things that make me fly to outer space!!! (((:

29th May 2011.

It'll be a day for me to remember, forever.(:

Hunt down nice dining places.

Try making:

Vanilla ice cream float with coffee (ice coffee of course...)

Banana pancake

Chocolate cake

Fruit juice + sprite... (mixing everything tgt) (sprite + apple juice?)

Chocolate cereal balls

...

When am i going to start learning guitar? Soon, hopefully..

Went into the guitar shop @ bras basah, and I couldn't make myself to go further inside to look at the guitar 'cos the shop is so big & so intimidating o.o idk why, it just makes me feel uneasy.. so i chickened out and ran away~ gah, wasted. Didn't even look out for the price of the guitars there. damn. T_T I'll visit it some other day! ;D

"Why are you giggling!?" << LOL!(:

HAHA every post is like written incoherently..HECK :D

Had a tiring Friday.. Shan't rant more.. But I have to say that, practice makes perfect and "doing it faster" really helps you to improve! How to make yourself do it faster? Make one of the teachers take leave/mc. LOL. Then everything will be WOAH havoc and you have to make sure it's done properly before you carry on to the next task.. okay i make no sense..

Well, certain things in life are meant to leave it to fate. However if you leave it to fate, it just means that for the time being, you're running away from the problem itself. It doesn't solve anything. So it is wise to start solving the problem, even a bit is still a start. 万事开头难！Thinking, talking about it with friends, listening to past experiences.. It all helps. We have two ears for a reason.. Listening more from others. yup.

Running away is not going to resolve the problem, it isn't a wise choice. But at times, you do that to give yourself more time, to think clearly and question it, question yourself, to make decisions wisely, to beef yourself up before you face reality. Talk is simple, doing it is hard. I've learnt it the hard way. Things need to be concrete, for empty ideas give you empty, lukewarm responses. Outings need to have depth too, if not it will be empty, & doesn't leave a deep impression.. Letters are written, to serve as a ticket back down memory lane, to see how your relationship between that person have changed, or simply how was it like then. It's all worth it. It IS worth it. No point regretting now. Why not start now? Better late then never right. yup..

On the surface, I would want to think that everything's perfect and all, that I'm what you think I am. I don't want to dump all my worries and problems on you, 'cos it just ain't fair. It's not that I don't trust you, it's just that i don't want you to know my imperfections, so to hide it, I had to lie. I think I'm screwed up. I don't think so deep into things (that's probably I'm too lazy or I just can't. I've got not depth. I'm a boring person..) Hai. I wanted to tell you more, but, it's not the right time yet. Those things just have to wait.. Going out won't be fun if I've told you everything, right!

Well, people like to told nicely to do whatever you tell them to do. It would be even better if you asked why it is not done, before blaming him for not using the three days off fruitfully. Everybody's like that. Raising your voice and threatening doesn't help the situation either. It adds oil to the fire.. I don't understand. Why do you have to do this? So that you will feel superior? That's cheap. Both of you, especially you, lack communication (those kind of hearty talks, reasoning, understanding..) . That leads to misunderstanding and unhappiness. It is cliche but that is the fact. Hai. I don't want that to happen okay.

I must start improving my english. For the sake of my europe trip & my future!

slp slp pls slp << ROFL!!! no pun intended!??